I still love you
(9:05pm)

no I don’t.
(9:06pm)

I’m so confused. why did this happen.
(2:26am)

I want you to be happy. if this is what it takes then I’m okay with it. be happy. for me. please.
(10:45am)

don’t you ever give up.
(12:02am)

I kind of hate you for leaving me.
(8:57pm)

but I still love you.
(8:59pm)

I won’t look at you in person but I talk to you in my head
(11:14am)

you’re a better listener this way.
(11:15am)

I’m sorry.
(1:43am)

maybe if I wasn’t so fucked up this wouldn’t have happened
(3:37am)

no. it’s not my fault.
(3:38am)

but it kind of is.
(3:39am)

I hate this
(2:00pm)

I don’t know who I am without you.
(12:01am)

why can’t things be like they were before
(10:13am)

please come back to me. I need you. you need me.
(1:58am)

we are so goddamn bad for each other it’s beautiful. I’m addicted to our heartbreak.
(4:06am)

I went through our old messages. I cried because you promised to always be there. you lied.
(9:16pm)

you smiled at me in the hall today. i thought my chest was being ripped open
(11:36pm)

I’m glad you’re smiling though.
(11:37pm)

━ texts I saved but never sent you since you left me. 
Because where I’m going, I wouldn’t want you to go… 

Because where I’m going, I wouldn’t want you to go… 

"She tells me she wants to be a raindrop. She doesn’t mind falling as long as she’s not alone. And raindrops are never alone.”

"She tells me she wants to be a raindrop.
She doesn’t mind falling as long as she’s not alone.
And raindrops are never alone.”

When the axe came into the Forest, the trees said “The handle is one of us.”
━ Turkish Proverb
And I remember the way that you dressed and, how we wasted all the best of us in alcohol and sweat.

And I remember the way that you dressed and, 
how we wasted all the best of us in alcohol and sweat.