Love at first sight is dangerous.

I HIT AN ARTERY TODAY WHILE THINKING OF YOU WITH A RAZOR PRESSED TO MY WRIST AND IT DAWNED ON ME AS BLOOD SPEWED ALL OVER THE CEILING AND PUDDLED AT MY FEET THAT I DID NOT WANT TO DIE BECAUSE OF YOU. I DO NOT DESERVE TO DIE A TAINTED DEATH AND YOU DO NOT DESERVE TO BE THE LAST THOUGHT ON MY MIND BEFORE MY LAST BREATH.
I miss the knocks at my window at 3am because waiting until morning just seemed impossible. 
I miss the drunken phone calls in the middle of the night where you’d sing softly to me.   "She is perfect for me, love like a hurricane I am a tree bending beneath the weight of her love so soothing … " 
I miss sneaking out to see you because going to sleep was just too much time without you
I miss the way things used to be. Most of all, I miss having a heart… 

I miss the knocks at my window at 3am because waiting until morning just seemed impossible. 

I miss the drunken phone calls in the middle of the night where you’d sing softly to me.   "She is perfect for me, love like a hurricane I am a tree bending beneath the weight of her love so soothing … " 

I miss sneaking out to see you because going to sleep was just too much time without you

I miss the way things used to be. 

Most of all, I miss having a heart… 

It’s funny how quick you were to use the word love, and how even quicker it’s meaning seemed to dissipated. You claimed to love me but you’ve already found yourself someone new. It shouldn’t hurt like this, but it does. I wish you both the best of luck. I just hope you’re happy. 

It’s funny how quick you were to use the word love, and how even quicker it’s meaning seemed to dissipated. You claimed to love me but you’ve already found yourself someone new. It shouldn’t hurt like this, but it does. I wish you both the best of luck. I just hope you’re happy

She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn’t supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something.
Eleanor & Park, Rainbow Rowell 
This Wild Life // Concrete (video)

This Wild Life // Concrete (video)

Mt Vesuvius before and after eruption 19th c

Mt Vesuvius before and after eruption 19th c

I hope they ask about me & I hope you tell them you fucked up.