Look to the pastAnd remember and smile.And maybe tonightI can breathe for awhile.I’m not in the sceneI think I’m fallin’ asleepBut then all that it means is I’ll always be dreaming of you.

Look to the past
And remember and smile.
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile.
I’m not in the scene
I think I’m fallin’ asleep
But then all that it means is 
I’ll always be dreaming of you.

I never thought I’d see the day where you wouldn’t be around anymore. Where it would just be me alone, at 2am, waiting for your call that never came.  Every time I get a phone call I hope that it’ll be you, but inside i know it isn’t. I miss our 6 hour conversations, the constant texting throughout the day, the way I could tell you literally anything and everything. You leaving me hurt more than any pain i’ve known. Damn it, I miss you so much, James. You were the only person who actually understood every little part of me. I have never opened up to someone the way I did with you and the truth is i probably never will. I love you so much and miss you terribly. I hope you’re doing well, I really do. I miss my best bud. 

I never thought I’d see the day where you wouldn’t be around anymore. Where it would just be me alone, at 2am, waiting for your call that never came.  Every time I get a phone call I hope that it’ll be you, but inside i know it isn’t. I miss our 6 hour conversations, the constant texting throughout the day, the way I could tell you literally anything and everything. You leaving me hurt more than any pain i’ve known. Damn it, I miss you so much, James. You were the only person who actually understood every little part of me. I have never opened up to someone the way I did with you and the truth is i probably never will. I love you so much and miss you terribly. I hope you’re doing well, I really do. I miss my best bud.