I never thought I’d see the day where you wouldn’t be around anymore. Where it would just be me alone, at 2am, waiting for your call that never came. Every time I get a phone call I hope that it’ll be you, but inside i know it isn’t. I miss our 6 hour conversations, the constant texting throughout the day, the way I could tell you literally anything and everything. You leaving me hurt more than any pain i’ve known. Damn it, I miss you so much, James. You were the only person who actually understood every little part of me. I have never opened up to someone the way I did with you and the truth is i probably never will. I love you so much and miss you terribly. I hope you’re doing well, I really do. I miss my best bud.